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Monday, 19 October 2009

  • Im watching some Sex and the City

    Im sitting and watching some Sex and the City... the truth... this all seems to be so familiar, but it doesnt hurt any less

    The truth... The honest truth.

    It hurts every day... I think about him every day. Its almost been one month and I still feel that fresh cut. I miss him. I miss just hanging out... being domestic. I miss how his hugs feel. I miss his smell.

    I hate that I feel this way. I hate that it reminds of the all too familiar feeling... The one in the pit of my stomach that rises to the top of my shoulders.

    I know that I am going to be just fine. I know that it takes time to heal... and time heals all wounds.


Thursday, 28 May 2009

  • My Man

    I like the way my man likes to hold my hand... How it feels when his fingers bend ever so softly, but still firm and with definite sureness, around my pinky, into my palm.

    I like how he thinks that claiming one as a boyfriend/girlfriend is so juvenile, yet the corners of his mouth make the slightest turn up when I tell him he's my "man"

    I like how he accuse me of stealing all the covers, but the very next night I'm in the cold :)

    I like how he watches me when I'm sleeping, despite how UGLY it looks when my mouth is wide open and horrible!!!

    I like the way it feels to have his huge arms wrap around me and grasp in me an embrace that makes me feel so safe, like a baby being cradled.

    And when he drives me to work, he still asks for directions... even though he's done it a million times.

    I love the way he is so driven, and despite the economic climate, he remains optimistic.

    I love the fact that he LIKES me being independent, and he appreciates all my close friendships.

    My MAN is amazing... WE are amazing, and with him, my heart soars!

     

    If this is or if this isn't it... I am so glad that I got him.

    Live in the now, appreciate its goodness, and smile from within... for these are the days of our lives! :)

Thursday, 21 May 2009

  • I've got that smile on...

    you know the dopey kind,
    when you're on my mind
    cause you're so fine
    and i want to make you mine
    but all in due time

    For now I can fantasize
    About your eyes
    your lips
    your kiss
    Your tongue
    I'm numb
    and mindblowingly so...
    For the butterflies they grow and grow
    Till their wings, like bats, flap through the darkness of my heart
    and this is just the start
    of something new
    like glue
    my thoughts stick on you
    you're so cool
    and when my mind wanders,
    I ponder...
    is this too much of a good thing?
    How much longer can my heart sing?
    because you're so amazing
    and I think to myself...
    I deserve this,
    I am worth it
    and the warm glow of how good you feel
    its like i got a great deal,
    A winner I said, was what I was looking for
    and I found it with so much more
    Thank you for taking the time to spend with me
    God only knows where this could lead
    But I believe we're going a good speed
    All in all if this turns out grand
    I be smiling to till the promise land.

Saturday, 16 May 2009

  • Just another day at the Front Desk...

    and I'm sitting here like a mutha sucka... actually its the last 45 minutes of my shift, and then we're having a huge house party tonight for my roommate's birthday. Its gonna be great...

    Here's a poem just for my home girl Sheila!

    The front desk madness and the crazies we see
    Like the homeless, the insane, and the truly creepy
    Like mosquitos that come and buzzing round our brain
    Or the tiny little asian ladies that like to complain

    too much, too much, from the people we meet
    Babysitting one night, on two hurt a$$ feet
    and each day brings something brand spanking new
    Beaded hats, screaming old bats, and some fine ones too

    But nothing is more fun then shooting the breeze
    and chopping it up about cutting the cheese
    Like Children we joke and laugh out loud
    and doing our job well is why we are proud

    so this one is for my home girl Sheila
    cause you'll know why once you see her
    She's so freakin funny its comedy deluxe
    and golda was right, I like her hella much

    Just another day at the front desk
    Cause hospitality is what we do best
    Now peace out nigs, cause my shift is through
    and now I am abandoning you.

Thursday, 30 April 2009

  • Im Always Trippin

    Got caught trippin,
    and slippin, and thinking way too much.
    I fuckin hate this stuff...
    the reason why its so grand to be single,
    is that you can mingle, and not worry about a gad damn thang...
    and the same goes for trippin on the other side.
    i can't deny or hide,
    if i'm your lady, then show me so...
    cause I'll start trippin just to let you know...
    take me around, and wear me like jewelry...
    expensive clothing, do what you do to me...
    Make me a trophy, make your queen.
    make me believe I'm the best thing you've seen...
    Like purple, like grapes, like your favorite treat,
    make me believe that I cant be beat
    cause if you dont then you'll get lost in my sea of lost lovers
    and if you dont love me, I will find another.

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